school

school is where you learn? (public and private schools) then why is that where students make friends have a real life getting bfs and gfs. getting in fights. losing yourself. getting caught in crowds. finding your true passions, interests, friends. interacting with one another. learning to cope. i thinks its just beautiful. sometimes i want home school but i realize real school is the best. we all have to learn how to survive without our parents and some without our siblings. for me school sucks the laerning and doing work part. but everything else is cool. oh yea and the punishment. i'm beginning to think technology hates us. but i go because i want to know as much as i can about surviving in lfe and life ia general, everything. but day after day of going i get sick of it. but i realized life sucks with no education or going to school. in the summer all i did was stay home and a few exciting yes exciting days i went to work with my mom and sister and of course to church. other than that it was being bored and cleaning every day. yea we have t.v. and internet but i dont want these things to be my life.i want something more to look forward to or not! like school. anyway i think i'm failing most of my classes cuz i'm a lazy procrastinator that does only classwork never home work.( i hate when people tell me what or who i am! do you know who you are? who are you? who am i is my problem!)if i really want to know what people think trust me i will ask then.any way i'm trying to change that and so many otheer things about myself that is just pulling me down. but i like school and hate it at the same time. its all about focus determination and doing what you have to do. believing in ones self ability and knowing the commitment it takes.i like seeing my friends other people and acting immature some times or maybe a lot. hopefully i will tell this dude that i got a crush on that i like him. and i dont really care if he likes me back. most likely he wil think its weird cuz i dont really know him but i observe him. any1 into zodiac i'm a leo and a horse. and it will be awesome if he likes me back but i dont really want a relationship i would just end up being friends and keep likikng him. but school sucks i just hope god helps me get my grades up b4 reort cards. and help me to be a better student i need that extra push.